What am I supposed to say? supposed to feel?
I'm content, but its all falling apart. i'm watching it happen to my family, to my friendships.
why can i not have a susscessfull friendship? must everyone I care for be let down by me, then decide i'm not there friend?
"i feel like i should give up christianity, and follow Jesus.."
I'm content. yet-this is the farthest away from everyone I've ever been. I live by myself. [thats a secret] I live without sleeping for more then four hours a night.. uhhhh i should be sad and lonely.
i'm content.
is it Jesus? Is it camp? is it summer?
or have i finally figured this crazy game out...
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